1 week. That's the amount of time she has given me to set things right. I plan to do just that. I think I've settled it abit and set the mood. I used something I planned for next year's Valentine's Day but I think it's about time I showed her instead of waiting for next year. So, we did it together, the thing I planned. I had only visualize it in my mind so I wasn't sure how it would go. We tried on the bus but I felt frustrated after a while because it just wouldn't work properly. I almost gave up and I told her that and I cried slightly. I cried because I felt that no matter how had I tried, it just wouldn't work. According to her sms, she was trying to hold back her tears as well but I currently don't know the reason yet. She gave me time to complete it properly at home and the rest of the time we sent together was bliss. All that she commented on us being boring was gone. It was sweet, it was honeymoon all over again. Which shows that my workload has really changed me to be an uncaring boyfriend. I must learn how to share my time. What's the thing I was making? Let's just say that if she decides to stay with me and let me put on my necklace for her, than I'll take post a picture of it here.. I don't want to lose her... Today was a first step... And I'm reeling now.. My head's in pain... My chest is in pain when I try to breathe.. I've been sick often... Really often... What's happening?
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1 week. That's the amount of time she has given me to set things right. I plan to do just that. I think I've settled it abit and set the mood. I used something I planned for next year's Valentine's Day but I think it's about time I showed her instead of waiting for next year. So, we did it together, the thing I planned. I had only visualize it in my mind so I wasn't sure how it would go. We tried on the bus but I felt frustrated after a while because it just wouldn't work properly. I almost gave up and I told her that and I cried slightly. I cried because I felt that no matter how had I tried, it just wouldn't work. According to her sms, she was trying to hold back her tears as well but I currently don't know the reason yet. She gave me time to complete it properly at home and the rest of the time we sent together was bliss. All that she commented on us being boring was gone. It was sweet, it was honeymoon all over again. Which shows that my workload has really changed me to be an uncaring boyfriend. I must learn how to share my time. What's the thing I was making? Let's just say that if she decides to stay with me and let me put on my necklace for her, than I'll take post a picture of it here.. I don't want to lose her... Today was a first step... And I'm reeling now.. My head's in pain... My chest is in pain when I try to breathe.. I've been sick often... Really often... What's happening?
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19. Going 20
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In the middle of the journey of our life,
I found myself again in [or through] a dark wood,
[so dark] that the straight way was utterly lost.
Alas how hard it is to say what it was like,
this savage and sharp and strong forest,
which even in thought renews my fear!
So bitter was it that death is little moreso;
but in order to speak of the good that I found there,
I'll tell of the other things I saw there. - The Inferno, Canto 1
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