I wear this crown of thorns
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Monday, December 31, 2007 @ 3:36 PM
pitiful.

Pity us men.........


If you put a woman on a pedestal and try to protect her from the rat race, you're a male chauvinist.If you stay home and do the housework, you're a sissy.

If you work too hard, there is never any time for her.If you don't work enough, you're a good-for-nothing bum.


If she has a boring repetitive job with low pay, this is exploitation.If you have a boring repetitive job with low pay, you should get off your but and find something better.

If you get a promotion ahead of her, that is favoritism.If she gets a job ahead of you, it's equal opportunity.


If you mention how nice she looks, it's sexual harassment.

If you keep quiet, it's male indifference.


If you cry, you're a wimp.

If you don't, you're an insensitive jerk.


If you thump her, it's wife bashing.

If she thumps you, it's self defense.


If you make a decision without consulting her, you're a chauvinist.

If she makes a decision without consulting you, she's a liberated woman.


If you ask her to do something she doesn't enjoy, that's domination.

If she asks you, it's a favor.


If you appreciate the female form and frilly underwear, you're a pervert.

If you don't, you're a fag.


If you like a woman to shave her legs and keep in shape, you're sexist.

If you don't, you're unromantic.


If you try to keep yourself in shape, you're vain.

If you don't, you're a slob.


If you buy her flowers, you're after something.

If you don't, you're not thoughtful.


If you're proud of your achievements, you're up on yourself.

If you don't, you're not ambitious.


If she has a headache, she's tired.

If you have a headache, you don't love her anymore.


If you want it too often, you're oversexed.

If you don't, there must be someone else.
Thursday, December 20, 2007 @ 3:11 PM
hari raya haji.

So while I'm blogging, I'm having this bad stomach ache at the moment but I'll hold till I'm done.

I have found a new appreciation for my favourite uncle getting married. His wife is a DAMN good cook! Today being Hari Raya Haji, they came with my step-cousin and my cousin and they brought food with them.

So she brought beef steak and some potatoe thingy that just tastes oh so good. Ok, enough about the food.

I enjoyed being with you on Tuesday. It was like there was nothing wrong between us and we were trapped in our world which was the back row seats of the bus. I love you dear. Show me your hair soon
Thursday, December 13, 2007 @ 8:48 PM
dsagdshf.



I don't wanna make anymore mistakes. I don't want anymore problems.

All I want now...

Is

You...
@ 3:51 PM
sdgs.

I swear this happened today.

My younger sis, "Your fart is so stinky that it made global warming worse."

Me, " Well, my fart is so strong, it'll blow you around the world and back again"
Wednesday, December 12, 2007 @ 9:45 PM
dfh.

12/12/2007
9:06:48 PM
meLLo- one last.
-b0y woиder ♠. I stand in the shadow of no one
frm all the fights we had
12/12/2007
9:07:19 PM
meLLo- one last.
-b0y woиder ♠. I stand in the shadow of no one
it jsu got worse and worse
12/12/2007
9:07:45 PM
meLLo- one last.
-b0y woиder ♠. I stand in the shadow of no one
i dont want u to regret
12/12/2007
9:09:19 PM
meLLo- one last.
-b0y woиder ♠. I stand in the shadow of no one
we arent meant to be together
12/12/2007
9:09:38 PM
-b0y woиder ♠. I stand in the shadow of no one
meLLo- one last.
mayb we reli arent
12/12/2007
9:10:23 PM
meLLo- one last.
-b0y woиder ♠. I stand in the shadow of no one
bye.





And so, it ends. There's no more chances for us to get back together.

Like you said, maybe we just aren't meant to be together.

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@ 8:56 AM
sfjgfj.

I just realized that every post on my blog is depressing. There's none of my usual humour and 1 liners that I do in reali life. So, maybe I'll try to spice things up abit.

Though I do wonder why that it is only during the exam period that I'm suddenly active in blogging.


Last night, my father complained that he got tired of waiting for us to get ready to pray together and that he should charge us $1 for each minute we made him wait. So I told him back that he had already waited 9 months for me to pop out years ago and that he was used to it. And, he kept quiet and moved on to scold my younger sisters.

Also, my mom complained that I didn't wear my songkok when I pray at home and that if I didn't mind wearing a songkok at home, it is equivalent to not wearing pants on the outside. Thinking about this, the songkok is meant to keep all your hair in while you pray and a pair of pants are also meant to keep all your hair in there if you get my drift.


Seriously, am I the only one in my family that can make jokes and 1 liners that make sense?
Tuesday, December 11, 2007 @ 10:41 PM
asgfl.

I never knew I could cough continuosly till I dropped on my knees and grabbed hold of what I have of my chest. For some reason, I felt my heart in pain literally as well. It's as though there was this sharp pain through my chest.

I noticed that I had been coughing blood on some occasions recently. Drinking plenty of water has done nuts to ease the burning in my throat.

What's wrong with me?
@ 8:15 PM
asfdhd.

Ok, so this song is actually from Huda's cousin's blog. I found it really nice and it kinda represents what's going on in my life. Also, there's another song also by Raghav titled "No No" that kinda fits my mood as well. So I don't really know which one to choose.

I have no idea what to study for my paper tomorrow.

Good luck to me I guess.
Monday, December 10, 2007 @ 1:19 AM
choke.

I've been choking on my phlegm lately. I choked on it particualrly bad today. My throat was stuck and it just hurt. I panicked.

Oh well.
Saturday, December 8, 2007 @ 1:42 PM
dnt.

You can say what you want. You can tell others that we're not together because I'm not responsible. You can go ahead and tell others it's because I was paranoid of you getting closer to him.

But the truth is in my handphone. ALL the SMS you sent me last night are my evidence to overturn whatever you think about me.

Maybe we were together because we were there for each other. I try to be there for everyone. And you using maybe means you're not even sure why we were together in the first place.

You told me last night that you were going to wait for him. You told me that you can't forget.

So, it isn't MY fault.

And yes, I am hurt.
@ 11:18 AM
sdhg.

So yes. It's over. Finally over.
@ 12:01 AM
break.

You said a few weeks ago that the feelings were fading.

I said that things were getting better and you said you'll see.

You keep saying that I treat you as though I don't exist.

AND THEN YOU SAID THAT YOUR HEART HAD SWAYED.

I had already noticed the sudden lack of calls and SMS but I didn't say a word.

You told me that you still believed that one day, he and you will be back together again if you're meant to be together. You still believe that he's the ONE for you as he is your first love.

You told me that you appreciated everything I did, but I had hardly any impact on you.

Even when we're so close to being together for 2 years, you tell me that your heart has always been steadfast with him.

You said that you will be patient till you're able to get him back.

YOU SAID THAT THERE WAS NOTHING YOU CAN DO ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS TOWARDS HIM...



There's always something you can do but you choose not the alternatives. You're still remaining in the past. I feel that I've been nothing but a pit-stop for you. I'm just a person that has had no fucking impact on you whatsoever. It doesn't matter what I do, he's number 1 to you isn't he? You deny that you're comparing him to me but why do I feel that I'm always in his shadow? That I'm competing with an image of him tht you have in your mind.

I have tried and tried again.

BUT THINGS DON'T ALWAYS FUCKING WORK OUT DO THEY?

If you're gonna wait for him, I'm not going to be there for you anymore...

I'd rather end it now then wait for our 2 years and hope that you've changed.

I'm literally sick with fever and I'm tired.

I'm not your boy wonder anymore...

This is our end.

Bye~

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Thursday, December 6, 2007 @ 8:10 AM
lyrics.

Jim's Big Ego - Ballad of Barry Allen

I've got time to think of the beauty of a thousand variations
Of the beating of a wing
Of a hummingbird suspended in the aspic of the world
Moving slower than molasses
As I'm off to catch the girl
Who is falling off the bridge

And I'm there before she knows it
I'll be gone before she sees me
Got my hand around her waistI pull her back to safety
By the time she knows what happened
There will be someone else who needs me
Because time keeps dragging on

And on, And on, And on
Time keeps dragging on

I've got time to think about my past as I dodge Between the
bullets how my life was so exciting Before I got this way
and how long ago it was Now I never can explain by the clock that's on
the Tower or the one that's in my brain

And I'm there before you know it
I'll be gone before you see me
And I'd like to get to know you
But you're talking much too slowly
And I know you want to thank me
But I never stick around
Because time keeps dragging on
And on, And on

And you say the time goes rushing by
But it seems so slow to me
And you see a blur around you fly
But it takes too long
It seems so slow to me

I wish I'd never gone into my lab to
Experiment that night before lightning flashed Around me
And time changed speedNow I got to try to be so patient until Calamity will strike
Because when things change in an instant
It's almost fast enough for me

And I'll be there before you know it
I'll be gone before you see me
And do you think you can imagine
Anything so lonely
And I know you'd really like me
But I never stick around
Because time keeps dragging on
And on . . .

And you say the time goes rushing by
But it seems so slow to me
And you see a blur around you fly
But it takes too long
It seems so slow to me

And you say the time goes rushing by
But it seems so slow to me
And you complain I'm gone before you blink your eye
But it takes so long
It seems so slow

And you say the time goes rushing by
But it seems so slow to me
And I want to be there while you laugh or cry
But it takes too long
It seems so slow to me
Wednesday, December 5, 2007 @ 11:27 AM
new.

New skin and I love it.

And....


Nurul Huda wore a dress!!
It's the biggest change I've seen!
So there was nothing to fear about wearing a dress was there?
Because F.E.A.R = Fucking.Easy.And.Retarded

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