I'm pretty much surprised nobody from my class has actually blogged anything bad about me. I know I don't fit in with them. That's 1 thing I am pretty sure about. I'm not the clubbing, lets-go-smoking kind of guy. I sometimes hate being around my class because I'm not able to express who I really am.
I hear people whispering my name. It's been like this since 2.1 I think? I don't give a damn. I remain tolerant cause we're going to be classmates till we graduate. I feel that I'm sometimes taken advantage of when people show up like 2 hours late for group meeting and only inform me 4 hours later. I hate it when people don't listen or look or think properly when doing group discussions. I would rather appreciate being heard to without you being distracted by the anime on your laptop or the your PSP.
I'm saying this because I hate it that I am being taken advantage of. Kee Hian is the only guy I know in the class that I can click with cause of an unknown reason to me. Maybe we're both misfits cause he has long sideburns and I have an excuse for a hairstyle? Kee Hian is still my very good friend in class no matter how lame he is.
I do not want people to expect a certain something when it comes to me. And when working with me, I expect people to volunteer and not leave it be. Now I'm down to delegating the work in a very pushy way because apparently letting people choose what they wanna do doesn't seem good enough.
I think answering, "You KNOW or not?" when the teacher asks you a question is absolutely rude. It isn't funny, it's plain rude.
I think asking me for help when you don't go for any lectures is irritating cause all you wanna know is how to do but I'm just a student who has his own ideas of how it is compared to the actual explainations by the lecturer.
I am blogging about this for a variety of reasons.
Mainly, I have a distaste for my class sometimes and am pretty disappointed with the people I work with sometimes. There isn't any class unity. All there is in the class is a Clique; An exclusive club where you must meet the criteria to what is "cool" to them which to me includes smoking, clubbing, not going for lectures, spewing vulgarities, being rude to all and maybe more.
I don't care if any of you get offended when you read this. I've kept it in for way too long.
Go Fcuk Yourself if you don't like it.
I honestly do NOT care anymore.
