I wear this crown of thorns
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Saturday, August 4, 2007 @ 11:16 PM
Burnt.

That's it. I'm done. I've burnt out...

I've never felt this way before.

My stress level is the highest in years. The highest its ever been actually. My state of falling into depression has gone deeper in. If you saw me on Friday, you'd probably see that I'd force a weak smile because my mind and body had gone limp. I was very down.

I've been falling sick very often. They say it's because of stress. Haiz...

The pressure I'm facing from every corner. It's boxing me in, turning on me and swallowing me whole. My head's burning up now too. It already was starting when I was out just now.

I have 2 days left and tomorrow we definitely can't meet and on Monday she's going out with her friends. So what's going to happen to us?

I can't continue.

I need panadol. Where my pills at?

I won't overdose...



I promise