I wear this crown of thorns
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Thursday, October 18, 2007 @ 2:25 PM
yes.

Hmmm...

So, I think my relationship's almost over. She just admitted that there has been no feelings whatsoever since the last few months. She's not over her ex. And, I've been told that I'm boring.

So.....

Up to me I think. I still have feelings for her.

She wants me to play the chasing game where I chase for her again. I'm just tired now.

Yada yada this, yada yada that and I just happen to have no effect with my actions towards her I think.

I mean if she doesn't love me then I have to get it back don't I? But I feel that I'm the one that's been making all the effort. I feel that it's me that's been doing what I can.

So yea, an inside into my tumultuous life..