Saturday, December 8, 2007 @ 12:01 AM
break.

You said a few weeks ago that the feelings were fading.

I said that things were getting better and you said you'll see.

You keep saying that I treat you as though I don't exist.

AND THEN YOU SAID THAT YOUR HEART HAD SWAYED.

I had already noticed the sudden lack of calls and SMS but I didn't say a word.

You told me that you still believed that one day, he and you will be back together again if you're meant to be together. You still believe that he's the ONE for you as he is your first love.

You told me that you appreciated everything I did, but I had hardly any impact on you.

Even when we're so close to being together for 2 years, you tell me that your heart has always been steadfast with him.

You said that you will be patient till you're able to get him back.

YOU SAID THAT THERE WAS NOTHING YOU CAN DO ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS TOWARDS HIM...



There's always something you can do but you choose not the alternatives. You're still remaining in the past. I feel that I've been nothing but a pit-stop for you. I'm just a person that has had no fucking impact on you whatsoever. It doesn't matter what I do, he's number 1 to you isn't he? You deny that you're comparing him to me but why do I feel that I'm always in his shadow? That I'm competing with an image of him tht you have in your mind.

I have tried and tried again.

BUT THINGS DON'T ALWAYS FUCKING WORK OUT DO THEY?

If you're gonna wait for him, I'm not going to be there for you anymore...

I'd rather end it now then wait for our 2 years and hope that you've changed.

I'm literally sick with fever and I'm tired.

I'm not your boy wonder anymore...

This is our end.

Bye~

Labels: i hate this fucking life

Saturday, December 8, 2007 @ 12:01 AM
break.

You said a few weeks ago that the feelings were fading.

I said that things were getting better and you said you'll see.

You keep saying that I treat you as though I don't exist.

AND THEN YOU SAID THAT YOUR HEART HAD SWAYED.

I had already noticed the sudden lack of calls and SMS but I didn't say a word.

You told me that you still believed that one day, he and you will be back together again if you're meant to be together. You still believe that he's the ONE for you as he is your first love.

You told me that you appreciated everything I did, but I had hardly any impact on you.

Even when we're so close to being together for 2 years, you tell me that your heart has always been steadfast with him.

You said that you will be patient till you're able to get him back.

YOU SAID THAT THERE WAS NOTHING YOU CAN DO ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS TOWARDS HIM...



There's always something you can do but you choose not the alternatives. You're still remaining in the past. I feel that I've been nothing but a pit-stop for you. I'm just a person that has had no fucking impact on you whatsoever. It doesn't matter what I do, he's number 1 to you isn't he? You deny that you're comparing him to me but why do I feel that I'm always in his shadow? That I'm competing with an image of him tht you have in your mind.

I have tried and tried again.

BUT THINGS DON'T ALWAYS FUCKING WORK OUT DO THEY?

If you're gonna wait for him, I'm not going to be there for you anymore...

I'd rather end it now then wait for our 2 years and hope that you've changed.

I'm literally sick with fever and I'm tired.

I'm not your boy wonder anymore...

This is our end.

Bye~

Labels: i hate this fucking life